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20 / 2 / 2012 @ 11:15

Look me in the eyes, swallow your pride.
Tell me what you think of me.
Can’t you see all I need is a breath of fresh air
From the bullshit you keep feeding me
I know I’m a suspect as much as a victim
At least I’ve got the balls to admit
After all that I said
After all that I’ve done
I still know I’m this piece of shit

- Your Demise

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15 / 1 / 2010 @ 04:05

oh, how I missed you, friday..

today I can finally see my girlfriend again, after days of missing her :(

How were the past few days?
Great! We had the best band-rehearsal ever! we played the whole setlist 3 times that evening! We also jammed for about a hour. I was pretty tired when I got home, late at night. We now have 8 songs, going to add one more self-made song and a cover from 36 Crazyfists. It’s going to be awesome! (Dental Issues)

Yesterday I had an appointment with the Derelict Dendies. They are a cool band who rehearse at the same location as we do. I have to take some press pictures for them, also a few artistic ones for their upcoming album. I cant wait! Full of ideas! (Photography)

I couldn’t sleep tonight. I really don’t know why. Maybe it’s just the fact I’ll be with you tonight, which got me up ;) I really can’t wait ‘till I’m able to hug you again!

<3

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8 / 1 / 2010 @ 05:07

I miss my girlfriend!
That’s the first thing that pops in my head when I think of the weekend.

Well, that can be settled, because tonight is Scrubs-Night again.
We’re already in season 6! still not bored with this great TV-show? No!

Maybe I’ll get some nice beverage and some M&M’s to help us get trough another few episodes. But I’m pretty sure we’re not going to watch scrubs all night. I’m still exhausted from this week of stress and stupid people.

And S got her new two person lounge-bed!

anyway,
Can’t wait to see you again! <3

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8 / 1 / 2010 @ 03:16

Can I blame it on you?
I just can’t win

Two years spent wondering through the loneliest of minds
Can’t seem to find a good excuse this time, for me and for this to fall apart
Shall I blame it on myself, or this routine that I’ve been stuck in?

I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve tried to get out of this routine
But it’s holding so tight

I just can’t handle another day of this
I just can’t win

Get me out alive

Oh God, I mean it
These are violent days for you and me
I just can’t handle another day of this routine

Two years spent wondering through the loneliest of minds
I’ve found my excuse this time
Your words are wearing me down
A constant frown upon my back

Follow the water
Drain the lake and bring it back to me

/ Architects, Follow The Water

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6 / 1 / 2010 @ 03:14

Wednesday - January 6, 2010

After a lovely night watching Scrubs and Ben & Jerry’s with my dearest girlfriend, I decided to stay there for the night. I felt great when I woke up.

I quickly gathered my clothes and kissed my girl goodbye. She’s so beautiful when she sleeps! <3 I came downstairs and my GF’s parents where already awake. I grabbed my bicycle and cycled to my house. It’s a 15 minute drive from my girlfriend, so enough time to wake up. It was freeeeeeeeezingly cold outside and my ears where about to fall off, but I made it home. A quick shower, a nice bowl of milk and cheerio’s (oh god there is that song again) and off to the intern.

Today I was asked to take some pictures, but I still have to wait for a driver.
I guess she catched the flu since she’s always the one who’s here first.

Tonight is Dental Issues Rehearsal time again!

It’s my favourite night of the week, since I love my band!
make sure you check it out @ http://myspace.com/dentalissues
We’re currently completing our setlist and have some shows planned this year. I can’t wait to hit the stage!

Anyway.
I just sipped away my first coffee of the day.
Going to check my email and dA stuff before I start this day of work.

Regards,
Koen

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23 / 10 / 2009 @ 03:14

Tonight Sab’s and I will be leaving for this relaxing weekend to Egmond!
Just a few more hours, then we will be heading to the train station.

There are some things I surely forget, so I made this monsterous checklist.
Tonight is going to be stressful, we have to catch the 18:04 train, and I still have to pack some stuff.

But on the other hand, It’s gonna be awesome. We’re going to walk on the beach (even if it rains) take pictures (hundreds) watch “Scrubs” and “How I Met Your Mother” and just be happy.

Can’t wait!

Next Week Sab’s, Pim, Tim and I are going to see August Burns Red, Bring Me The Horizon and A Day To Remember! Expecially August Burns Red is one of my favourites so I think I’m going to buy out their merch shop :P

Bring Me The Horizon Is fair, I love their music but I heard they suck live. I Don’t care, as long as they make party It’s fine with me. It’s very hard to preform that kind of music live.

Oh happy Days <33

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23 / 10 / 2009 @ 03:08

This moment will too pass us by.
It’s this notion inside all of us to prioritize through our selfish eyes.
To be the bull behind the rampage, the reason for all the riot.
We’ll feed our flame before wasting time on everyone else’s, with more problems and less pride.
We’ll feed our flame before wasting time on everyone else’s, the gallows were not supposed to look like this.
Oh God, we live in misery, lying here in desperation.
We need you here more than anything right now…right now.

If everything’s relative, then why the emptiness in our souls?
Trying to untie the knot we thought we were untying our entire lives, we’re busied up and burnt out..

Everyone together, we will strengthen ourselves.

We will…. Because now we know you won’t ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
You won’t ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
Stop, listen, and learn.